Ramblings: Where Did The 12km Go?

Okay, so now I think it was a waste, it was a pity. That I did not complete it. I should have tried harder, I should have ignored the 2 pieces of shit beside me. I should have, I could have.

Imagine 2 pieces of shit walking beside you the whole time, all eager to abandon you, yet "cheering" you up by saying that you are not putting in enough effort, how motivated would one be? Physical huddles aside, those can be endured, there's only the mind. Constant yap yap yap of negative (and vomit inducing) voices just puts one off.

At the end, look at how many people succeeded. They were stronger, fitter. I was shorter, weaker. But I could have. It was only 12km more.

What a waste, damn it.